Sunday, July 13, 2008
12th of July, a date i will always remember.
Yesterday was damn scary, had 3 attacks of hyper ventilation. I think it is a case of too much oxygen and lack of carbon dioxide.. The cause is too stress i think. Zzz when u have it u cant breathe properly, and ur hands and legs will go stiff and numb, and u can barely move them. Oh gosh when i thought i was about to breathe my last breath i felt God, and suddenly i could breathe again and i cried in His presence, and prayed in tongues though i was so breathless. After i quietened down and His presence left, and that was enough, it let me know He was there. Then i got another attack lol. Hands went stiff and i couldn't breathe again. Then i fought and struggled, could breathe again and was sent to hospital by ambulance. In the ambulance got another attack ahhhhhhhhhhh zzz. But by the grace of God, the devil couldn't get me. :D Rested in the hospital for a few hours before i could leave, and i was still shaken and taken back by what happened. But fortunately, i had nothing wrong with my body. No medication was needed and i was so as healthy as ever. It is scary. I think i cried like a baby when i was thanking God that He was there for me.
But well... i prayed for this. I prayed for me to be broken and for Him to save me, to show the Sotongs His glory. And yesterday, right in front of all the Sotongs, i was broken, and He saved me. Although it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo difficult for me when i had tat stupid hyper ventilation, im glad it happened. It got me closer to God and my faith for Him has surely skyscraped.
Now i know, why a Christian life is never static and boring.
Hallelujah!
Ask,
And it shall be given.
GaGa is still loving God at 9:09 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
AHHH CHOO! zz having a cold now. Super bad time to be sick, chionging my group project, and studying for a test tml. Cant even concentrate properly. Just hope everything will turn out fine tml =\
Been so busy, no time to blog. I think i cant make it for tml's Cell Group D:
Zzz i gotta go back and continue sneezing, Ah choo! T_T
P.s. will continue bloggin after i get thru this!
To save someone,
Is to not save someone else.
GaGa is still loving God at 11:30 PM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
TIRED.. just so tired... these few days, quite disheartened.. it's so difficult to knock things into people's head. WHY IS EVERYONE'S BRAIN LIKE STONE?! Humans are just to lazy to even try to find out whether something is true or not. They just dun believe cos they nvr seen it b4, but they dun even go and try to see it. I just can't believe, a backslider told me that God din't say that He will forgive our sins if we confess them, dun put words into His mouth. ZZZ it seems that alot of Christians are just there for songs and making friends.
Hais, it's so sad to see some of the people who turned away from God. They failed the test of faith and hais fallen to the prince of darkness. They turned more broken, and more miserable. Illness, pain, family troubles, etc. I just hope they understand, onli if they have faith, they are broken, den God will bless them. And most importantly, they mus trust God that He will nvr be late. It is not that he is not there, but he will be on time.
Tml goin to church, and maybe guitar lesson. Dunno much abt it, but it is something like a course to train new worship leaders. Hope i can be one and be a worship leader. I wanna serve Him. =]
Those who turned away from Him are foolish;
Those who follow Him are wise.
GaGa is still loving God at 10:43 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Simply forgot about time, was preparing my script and powerpoint for next Monday's presentation. Hope i can do well D;
Hmm, today watched movie with Zhi Ming and Tim. We watched Wanted. It was a nice movie, alot of slow-mo and special effects. Lol they were cool, they can CURVE A BULLET and hit their target behind an obstacle. Wish i could do that LOL xD
There are other great movies coming up soon, like red cliff and Money Not Enough 2. i wanna watch! anyone interested? :D
Tired. Lol. guess i stop here today. =P
The greatest glory of a samurai,
is to die on the battlefield,
like scattered cherry blossoms.
GaGa is still loving God at 1:11 AM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Firstly, before anything, i would like to thank God. If not for Him, i would not be blogging now. Earlier this afternoon, i got off the bus at my home, and realised, WHERE IS MY LAPTOP. Oh no i left it in the canteen, forgot to take it. Immediately took another 72 back to NYP. During the bus trip, i was praying and praying. I couldn't afford to lose it, as all my assignments, work, personal stuff, was all inside.
Praise the Lord! When i reached the canteen, about 1hr+ later when i forgot my laptop, i saw a group of people (shud be Year 2 or 3) sitting near the spot where i left my laptop. They asked me, "did u leave ur laptop somewhere here?". I immediately praised the Lord. They said their frd was on the way to the office with my laptop, then they called him and asked him to come back. That guy came back and i thanked them non-stop xD THANKS!
All i can say is, you reap what you sow. Few days ago a girl forgot her wallet, and i returned to her. Today, i forgot my lappy, someone else returned it to me. Wow, these things do really happen. Is it a coincidence? You might think so, but i think it's the works of God. :D
Man, just did some bits and pieces of tml's tutorial, indivdual assignment, presentation. Think i go and revise some Japanese now, cant afford to slack, must get A!!! Sayonara!
You Reap
What
You Sow.
GaGa is still loving God at 10:38 PM
