Thursday, December 18, 2008
Thinking back, how love can really make a person go crazy. My first love was only 3 months, but it gave me alot of memories.
Recalling when i will wake up early in the morning 4am to cook breakfast for her. I'll buy the best ingredients and make a nice western breakfast to make her day. Eggs have to be perfect and me being a perfectionist dint even spare the dressings. There was once i made a spicy tuna sandwich. I was still so blur last time, i assumed she will like it since i liked spicy food. But she couldn't take spicy stuff at all. But her friends told me that she finished everything although she was drinkin water all the way, cos it was made by me.
Then i'll reach the void deck under her house 30 mins earlier to wait for her. After she come down i'll be so happy. There was once i did a magic trick and the card that she signed on suddenly have a 'i love you' on it, she was so touched that tears welled up in her eyes. Hahahhaa.
After her frd's dad drove her to school, i'll rush to school to have my lessons.
Yea i even took my FIRST and ONLY neoprint with her. Lol i hate taking pictures.
She's an emo kid like me, and there was this trend of slitting the wrists with penknife that time, so she kept playin with the penknife. But i loved her so much i don't want her to hurt herself, so i grabbed the penknife from her, but she wont let go. So i pushed in the blade with my bare fingers. Lol since im not The Thing, my fingers got cut. She got so worried and keep sayang me hahahaha.
How to break up since we're so loving? hahahhaa. Life is always unexpectable. It's my fault.
i promise to my future next love, i wont make the same mistake again.
:)
GaGa is still loving God at 2:01 PM