Thursday, September 25, 2008
Whoa i just blogged but im back again =]
Just suddenly felt like sharing how God has really changed me, from what i was to what i am.
Old Leslie :
A guy with low self-esteem, no confidence. Since kindergarten i got into fights, and i still remember i hit the poor little boy cause he din't share the toy with me, haha. Pri 2, punched a guy in the stomach for owing me a $1 that we betted on. Pri 5, Fought with a guy twice the size as me and got " grappled " and thrown into the air ( Lol the only fight i lost ). Sec 2, fought with my classmate. Sec 4, got into a canteen 1 vs 2 fight and got myself "famous" =_=.
Also, when i was Sec 3, got into a r/s but broken up. was sad. and flirted with girls. hurt girls. and did all sorts of funny stuff.
P6 PSLE got 229. but since secondary sch my results went downhill. cause of childish thinkings of "rewardless efforts", thinking that even i work so hard my parents oso nvr reward me.
Got indulged into MapleStory, the stupidiest thing i EVER DONE. Spent 2k SINGAPORE DOLLARS on that game. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
With the low confidence, nvr got into leadership stuff, had poor relationship with others, dunno how to communicate, loves to look at girls, loves to fight, loves to steal, loves to act guai in front of teachers and get into fights, and the fault goes to the other party. Man what a guy i was. Lol.
Present Leslie :
LOVES GOD.
more confidence, more self-esteem, able to communicate better, loves ppl around him, no longer getting into fights. WONT ever hurt girls anymore. WONT get into fights any more. WONT steal anymore. WONT PLAY MAPLESTORY ANYMORE. WONT slack in studies anymore.
Got a distinction in Semester 1 Group Project. Was the leader. First time in my life i had been a leader. Got 3.44 Gpa for sem 1.
Learnt what to do in life now. I will serve God all my life no matter what happens. I've been able to talk more to ppl in church, and i learnt how to open up and do things in faith, always believing there's someone to help me.
People, love God your Lord, no matter whatever happens.
Please, say hallelujah if you think God has really changed me.
Hallelujah =]
p.s if you think i was only this bad last time, you are so wrong. =X
GaGa is still loving God at 12:20 AM