Sunday, July 13, 2008
12th of July, a date i will always remember.
Yesterday was damn scary, had 3 attacks of hyper ventilation. I think it is a case of too much oxygen and lack of carbon dioxide.. The cause is too stress i think. Zzz when u have it u cant breathe properly, and ur hands and legs will go stiff and numb, and u can barely move them. Oh gosh when i thought i was about to breathe my last breath i felt God, and suddenly i could breathe again and i cried in His presence, and prayed in tongues though i was so breathless. After i quietened down and His presence left, and that was enough, it let me know He was there. Then i got another attack lol. Hands went stiff and i couldn't breathe again. Then i fought and struggled, could breathe again and was sent to hospital by ambulance. In the ambulance got another attack ahhhhhhhhhhh zzz. But by the grace of God, the devil couldn't get me. :D Rested in the hospital for a few hours before i could leave, and i was still shaken and taken back by what happened. But fortunately, i had nothing wrong with my body. No medication was needed and i was so as healthy as ever. It is scary. I think i cried like a baby when i was thanking God that He was there for me.
But well... i prayed for this. I prayed for me to be broken and for Him to save me, to show the Sotongs His glory. And yesterday, right in front of all the Sotongs, i was broken, and He saved me. Although it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo difficult for me when i had tat stupid hyper ventilation, im glad it happened. It got me closer to God and my faith for Him has surely skyscraped.
Now i know, why a Christian life is never static and boring.
Hallelujah!
Ask,
And it shall be given.
GaGa is still loving God at 9:09 AM
